Category: tired


i am so…

tired…just emotionally tired…and weak…and just tired…

exhausting…

my insecurities…like asking, “are you mad at me,” a hundred times a day…is completely exhausting to others.

awake…

what a night.  i think that i finally fell asleep at about 2 am…after the bernie mac show.  then…i was woken up by a barking spreckles at 3 am.  i tried to go back to sleep…but, no dice!  i got on the computer since i could not fall asleep.  i played frontierville, mafia wars, and farmville…all the while thinking that eventually i would get tired enough to fall asleep…no…it didn’t happen.  i think that i was also having tactile hallucinations…which i have had before…i felt like things were crawling on me and biting me.  it was an awful night!  it is 8:30 am now…and i still haven’t gone to sleep.  sarah will be getting up soon…and then we have appointments.  amy goes to the vet @ 10 am, we have to pick-up dieter and ben’s prescriptions, then on to the attorney @ 11:30 am.  in the meantime…i am feeling very sweaty and just exhausted.  well…hopefully sarah slept good enough for the both of us.

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